It's a journal, wow.

Blah

2007-03-04T19:13:03Z

Hey guys. Haven't updated this thing in forever..Got a job, doing "eh" in school. I got a cell too. If anyone wants the number just e-mail me or something... Actually, e-mail if you want to know how I am.. I don't think this LJ does me much good anymore...

Sorry

2006-12-24T21:08:20Z

Hey guys, I know it's been a while since I've updated this, but I don't talk to many of you much anymore, so I didn't really see a point. Not to sound rude or mean, but that's the truth. It would be nice if you guys could e-mail me, or call, and just tell me how everything is going. I don't know your schedules, so I don't call on the grounds you maynot be home. When you get a chance, e-mail me or call. I really care about you guys, but it's seeming to me that now that I haven't lived there or visited, I don't exist.Oh, by the way IL friends, I'm not coming to visit this year... Not much point. To late now for X-mas break, spring break I will hopefully be in Europe, and over the summer I'm going to the Smokies with my boyfriend and friends.

Happy Holidays, and best wishes,
Jocelyn (karori)

Date?

2006-10-24T01:43:59Z

I am in an awesome mood. I went on a blind double date lastnight with a friend. She hooked me up with this guy named Johnny. I REALLY like him. We're working on going on a second date, so that's agood sign. He really likes me too, and thinks I'm hot (bonus!). He's twenty, but that's okay because I'm almost eighteen. He is training to become an EMT, and has a steady job, if a messy one. I really hope we get togehter....I really do like him...

Lack of zzzz...

2006-10-15T17:40:12Z

I'm running on nothing. I haven't had but a hour and a half of sleep in about 48 hours. I went to this Halloween party last night and stayed the night. I did not sleep a wink. It was Alura who threw the party, Ivan (guy), John (guy), and myself. NOTHING HAPPENED. We watched Silent Hill, which ended about two am, decided we were still wide awake, played some silly board games till about four am, then talked until 8:00 am. Went for a walk then came in and just fell asleep about nine. Woke up about 11:00 and called the folks, "I wanna come home now..." I got home about half an hour ago. It was great, the best time I've really ever had. It was me with my legs across Ivan who sat in the middle, Ivan slept on my hips, then Alura slept against him. It rocked. I really want to do it again.

Update. Yo.

2006-10-14T03:15:52Z

Updated DA. Check it out. http://karori.deviantart.com/

Fall out boy

2006-10-13T02:45:18Z

If anyone gets a chance, listen to the fall Out Boy's song "Sugar, We're Going Down". What do you think they're saying? I'll give you the lyrics, but you won't believe them. I'm listening to it now and just thought I'd say.

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Also, anyone heard of OK GO or seen they're Here It Goes Again Music video?

Stuff

2006-10-13T02:35:59Z

Right, so I'm getting a scanner soon, which means I can scan stuff in. (Wish I had a tablet). Anyways. I'm going to a Halloween party this saturday, so I'll hopefully be able to take pics of what I'm doing for Halloween. People can't really seem to get a solid idea of what it's going to look like, so a pic will help. I'll also get other photos of me normally (or something close to it).

In other news, I found my cat in the dryer today. *shrug* Mother threatened to take my trip to Europe away. She acts like she's paying for all $3000 ( actually$2300 roughly but that's what she told me) of it. I told her that if she did, she wouldn't get her money back. I also called her a bitch behind her back, but I was really mad and kind of didn't mean to.

I don't know what else to put...

I write stuff, maybe tragedies

2006-10-09T01:04:28Z

Titles a spin off of the Panic! At the Disco song "I Write Sin Not Tragedies". ^^ Anyhoo, thought of LJ and thought I'd update. I went a DDR competiton saturday. Lost the first round NOT because I suck, I'm very good. The guy next to me hasn't bathed in SIX MONTHS! SIX MONTHS!!!!It was sooooooo bad. I almost threw up. His stench stuck to my clothes. *barfgagspasmdie* I needed to bathe so badly after that. Blech.

Bloo.

2006-10-07T03:46:52Z

I need to update, so I will. MCR Welcome to The Black Parade came out monday. ^^ Bought some music on iTunes, and now have school off till the 20th? Yeah. Gonna be Vincent Valentine from FF7 for Hero Day. Blah. Anything else? Not that I can think of, any suggestions or questions, just tell me.

Smoof

2006-09-16T20:01:34Z

Hey guys! Stuff has happened. Got new glasses cause my new puppy chewed the old ones up. Going to Europe for spring break. Stuff like that. I can't really think of anything to talk about. So I'll just ramble. Got over 1000 songs on iTunes. Finally got internet at the house. ^^ Um... I'm hopefully going to be taking guitar lessons, which will be fun. Moved into my own room. ... Can't really think of much else, any questions?

Floo!

2006-04-25T20:19:57Z

Okay, To start off with, I'm reallllllly sorry I haven't updated in God knows how long, but there is a reason for that. My cousin most mightily fucked up the comp, and I couldn't find ANYWHERE else to get on. This is the first time I've been on the internet in almost... well, since X-mas at least. I think I'll be able to get on more though. ^^ You guys should e-mail me!

I am alive

2006-02-17T23:46:20Z

I am alive, just in case anyone cared. So yeah, gonna make this quick. My b-day was Jan. 26th (I ish 17, w007!) and it was kind of sucky, but I got lots of money and bought nw clothes, so all is good. The pans are much too long though. Other than that my two main friends here are going to be royally bitch-slapped because they like each other, but won't do anything about it. The cuddling and groping is making me SICK. BARF GAG WHEEZE CHOKE DIE DECAY DECAY. It's not even cute, it's bugging the hell out of me. ARGH. I wish they would just make it official and get it over with. I know as soon as they go out for real, I'll be left in the dirt, and I just want them to get it over with. But for the love of GOD it's making so sick to watch them! I can't even hug the guy without her getting mad. I'm the type of person who likes to give hugs, and it's not like I'm going to take him.

Anyhoo, needed to get that off my chest. School is going good. I'm having a bit of a hard time in Chem, but I'm working on that, so I should pass all my classes this year (w007x2)

Oh, by the way, happy b-day Emily. Sorry I couldn't call, I totally forgot. Sowwy. I'll try and get you something as soon as I get a job, promise.

Argh

2006-01-01T23:43:33Z

Here's the poem I wrote a long time ago, and just put up. Please don't freak out, I can't write for beans.

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/27128530/

X-mas

2005-12-25T15:07:45Z

Merry X-mas to all, and for the rest of you ( no offense) Happy Holidays.

-Jocelyn

X-mas gift for Moog.

2005-12-23T01:06:35Z

Emily, I'm doing a comic for the fics Hamster, Costuming, Dissection, and Misunderstanding. *blink* Damn that's a lot... Oh vell.

Gobble.

2005-11-25T00:11:36Z

Happy Turkey-day.

Be thankful for all that you have, because it may not be there for long. Tell your family and friends you love them, or care for them. And most of all, be happy goddamnit!

Sending you love and deathrays for not doing as I say

Jocelyn (Aka: Karori-chan, Master, DerFuhrer[don't ask], "MINE!")

Arghfregfkj'' kjfsdi!11jt

2005-11-20T18:36:23Z

Or some variation there of. Anyhoo, just felt like updating my LJ, and to tell you a few things. Like the other day when I dropped my iPod in the toilet (DON'T ASK!!!). Mom fixed it, but I had major mood swings. I also say HPGoF yesterday. ^^ Fwee!

So yeah, that's about it, I'm too tired to do much else...

Note to self:

2005-11-08T05:00:39Z

Look away from the computer screen every so often. Blindness is never fun.

Try to get out more. As is outside more.

Stop writing notes to yourself if they're for nothing.

I like pies.

Boo! And Yaa!

2005-10-12T00:19:20Z

Lots of cool stuff going on, yes sir. Yeah, so today I made up two nifty keen comics called "How I defeated the Monster" and "How I became a 'Cereal' Killer". It's fun, because they're stick figures and I actually put some love into these. I showed them to my friend/person-who-sit-nexts-to-me-in-English said that I should try to get on the school newspaper and do their comics. And also, for some reason I'm now writing a soon-to-be twenty page long letter to myself which I may or may not put up. I don't think I will because A) it's too long,and B) no one would understand most of it. I'll think about it. Also, I GOT NOMINATED FOR NHS (National Honour Society)!! I'm sooo~ happy!! ^-^ Oooo~baby~! So yeah, I'm going to try it out, because my school work is going so well. I got one A and the rest were B's, but there's only about four classes, so yeah. It's awesome. Anyhoo, I'm going to try to be Baron Samedi, the voudon king for Halloweeen this year, because I can keep the costume and wear it anytime. I WANNA TOPHAT! Soooo~ badly. Hopefully I can get a pic of my costume and put it on DA and give the link, so you can all gaze at my splendor. ^^ Anyhoo, going to hopefully be on friday night, so I can stay up super late and talk to people *cheer*. So, until then I'm gonna go ahead and go, and offer you a lifetime supply of spoons.

This is continued from the last post

2005-10-01T01:08:58Z

This is another banner I got, which my computer is
STILL not letting me put up! Grr...

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2005-09-24T02:11:47Z

You're pretty sure of yourself and are confident
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Hello???? What about Cal! Where the hell is he?!?!
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*sigh* Must you always play it so safe? And stop
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Rawr. Done

More quizzes

2005-09-24T00:14:28Z

Dark angel. You are kind and loving, but most of
the time no one sees that side of you. They see
you as cold and lonely. You've had a hard life,
but don't worry. You will find a time where
your life will be wonderful and your insecure
shell will disappear. In the meantime you use
your angelic powers to help the best as you
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your fuck.

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I think I got that once before.
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I got one more update and that's a story quiz.

Wergle.

2005-09-23T23:57:48Z

I'm now into D&D. I'm a Druid.Waaa!

Quizzing time. *plays MC Hammer*

You are a
Social Moderate
(50% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(38% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Centrist

Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid

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Passive Black Wings

Unlike
aggressive black wings, you do not wish to
involve yourself with any form of humanity or
living thing, unless it is on your own terms.
Darkness is where you feel the safest, whether
you are alone (sometimes) or with a fellow
passive (you enjoy the company of your kind).
You are not full of hatred, but rather a sense
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Why bother?

Your wings are not tattered, for you have always
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You're John F. Kennedy! You are one of the most
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other people. However, some of your political
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from you. Other than that, thumbs up!

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What... the... fuck.
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Blue Dragon. You have the spirit of a Blue Dragon,
you are in simple words unsure. You know you
can do things, but do not apply yourself. You
often hang out with friends, or other people,
but go along with whatever they do. You don't
like to interfere, you fear your abilities. You
feel alone, but feel it's better that way.You
at times feel at war within yourself, you see
your problem, but feel surround by your own
layers to do anything about it. You are very
loyal to your friends, most of them you have
never met (internet friends, games, etc.) And
have a love for art, helps you through tough
timesm and lets you express yourself, where
words fail

What Dragon Spirit Resides in You?
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Your ideal weapon is the sais!

Beautiful and destructive. You are quick witted,
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AHH!!

2005-09-02T00:15:28Z

Emily!!! Look at this!!

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22257374/

Update-o-rama

2005-08-20T19:11:30Z

Okay, so I'm now living in KY (Yipee). And school started about the 2nd of August. Anyhoo, before I had to go to school, I visited IL for a bit, and while we were there, my mom talked to Jess's mom. Emily, Jess now has an all girl band being looked at by Capitol and guess what the band is called?

Tilted Room.

That's such a kick-ass name. Anyhoo, just wanted you to know Emily. On a side note though, my school has a Raptor Center which I am now in a club for. I'm also in Environmental Science. So, on thursdays I get to go outside for about 2.5 hours! Yay. But it's fun. We had two owls die from something. One was named Furby (I'm deadly serious about some of these names) and he died of heat stroke (cause it's like, mid to high 90's out here) and Max was found face down in a transport cage. But we have Bald Eagles and Gold Eagles and other nifty birds!

If you can't believe it, then don't, but this is for Emily. There is a guy in my Geometry class that is straight (to my knowledge) and <3 yoai. I squued when he told me. He's the only person so far that has any idea what it is. Yay!